Marc told me today that he missed me cos we hadn't talked for a long time.

and now i'm thinking what the words "i miss you" mean to me.

honestly, i miss a lot of people, a lot of things. now this is referring to a lot of different people.

i miss how we used to talk and meet up. but things changed. i changed.

i miss how we'd talk all day. but then all contact was cut off. what happened?

i miss how i could talk about you to others. but you changed.

and lastly,

i miss...being wanted. i miss how it feels like for someone to want me. how someone would do anything for me.

and that's how i feel for someone too. and why the hell would that someone want to let this chance slip away? who knows, there may never be anyone else who'd want you.

and then another question. where did i screw up? for things to have changed and made me miss the past?