so what, my parents think i'm unappreciative of them? they think i'm angry at them for not letting me go out and getting pissed at me too?

YEAH, LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO TELL THEM THAT MORE OFTEN THAN NOT I SPEND MOST OF MY TIME OUT BUYING THINGS FOR THEM. I BORROWED MONEY FROM OUR OWN MAID SO THAT I CAN BUY THEM THINGS.

I CAN'T EVEN FREAKING EXPLAIN MYSELF COS THEY WON'T HEAR IT.

and how often i worry about them too, but i just don't say it. so, not expressing myself is the same as not caring at all.

it's not like i purposely get home late. i can't even take a taxi home cos i don't have enough. and when i do have enough and i take a taxi cos i'm rushing, i'm scolded.

i don't tell you about my tests cos i know you'd scold me. but what difference would it make?! you knowing about my tests won't make me ace it. you knowing my scores won't make them higher.

yeah you'd know i complain about you after you scold me, but you never realise that it's because you don't know my true intentions.

you say i'm pampered cos i'm driven around. but whenever i say i'll go on my own, you'll take me there. that doesn't mean i'm pampered. yeah sure you offer it, and i don't always appreciate it, but that's cos i never planned for it.

yeah so keep thinking that i'm an unfilial child who doesn't understand the freedom she's getting. cos i do. and it ain't my fault if you're not psychic and can't tell that i'm appreciative.