Dear Angklung and Kulingtang Ensemble,

SYF's in a month. Are any of you prepared? Really? I want that Gold with Honours for US so damn much. Honestly speaking, I'd nearly lost the spirit, the passion for angklung. I wished I could have just pon cca. But this year, with SYF here, I realised how much I wanted to achieve what we'd dreamnt of two years ago. Our seniors worked their asses off, and here we are, ponning cca, sleeping during cca, totally not paying attention.

If you don't care about that gold, at least do it for your cca mates, or Mdm Nisa. Every single time Mdm Nisa is out there, just look at how damn happy she is. No it's not because she's happy with US, it's because she LOVES us, she loves what she's doing, and she's optimistic. She wants this gold for us too. So can't we just do this for her? I can't stand it that every single time we can't even have NEAR full attendence. You guys were chosen for a reason. The teachers in charge found you responsible enough, so don't let them down.

I so-happened to visit the long-abandoned angklung blog for my batch, and you know what was always written at the bottom of every post? "one family, as long as we stick together". Clearly, we're not one family. We don't stick together. We don't even care.

That's all I've gotta say for now I guess?

Love,
Stacy