can one good thing turn everything bad?

can one action that makes someone's day, just turn everything upside down?

that one action, just when someone was about to forget, made that person fall back into the hole she was trying to climb out of, only wanting to dig deeper, finding out more, getting hurt more, and eventually, she'll dig so deep, she'll never be able to climb out.

whereas the other girl ain't digging a hole in the ground. she's creating a tunnel in a mountain, and the guy's creating one too on the opposite end, so no matter how far they go, they won't be trapped, no. cos the further they go, the closer they get, and soon their separate tunnels will turn into one. they'd have two ways to escape, or even if the passages are blocked, they'd have each other.

from that very first time, i'd already thought, "he's so fine." then later i'd think "he's so fine but so is someone else" then when that someone else leaves i'd think "he's still so fine but this ain't the time". and even later, i'd think "he's dang fine, and i'm starting to get affected". and from then on i'd think "i hope no one else feels the same".

but anyway, i've got one more thing to keep me busy now. he kept his promise and so must i. i know that if i break this promise, whether or not intentionally, i will regret it for life. maybe not literally, life, but at least for the rest of these growing-up years.