you know. i think this year, for REAL, i will study hard.

get good grades, prove ppl wrong. well i'm quite sure i can actually do well, it was just that i never bothered, never tried.

i mean i've shown improvement alr mann. kay sure i do still owe hw. but compare that to last year. last year = EVERY SUBJECT. this year = not every subject + not ALL the hw in whatever subject. ain't that awesome. and my chinese textbook is filled with notes. CHINESE textbook.

maybe if i put my heart into smth for once, they'd take me seriously. i'm quite sure ppl think that i can be shoved around quite easily.

oh wells. SO THIS YEAR'S THE YEAR TO PROVE THEM WRONG. next year too of course ._. HAHAHA