the moments i turned completely red from blushing, they were always my happiest moments.

i remember that awkward smile, we were afraid to give. the others could have seen. i ran away, blushing. you appeared out of nowhere. it's like, the sight of you just made my day.
and those awkward looks, from others.
and then the moments when i realised that those meant nothing to me.

but then, the moments when i never cared in the first place,
then suddenly i seemed to care.

my oh my, what a confusing world.