and sometimes i don't know what to do.
honestly, i spent the whole of today thinking about you. it's kinda creepy. i find myself creepy. or maybe it's cos i need to get my mind off someone else.

pfft i'm staring at my wall right now. you know how when people get married, and they have kids, it becomes a family, a home. my wall says "home is happiness", "home is my pillar of strength" etc.

ironic. enough said.

i wish i could have a home like that next time. i wanna be happy, and i want somewhere, or rather people from a specific place, to support me.

k i don't really know what i wanna say right now. i just realised that all my posts recently are because i don't know what else to do. i need to focus on something thats why. don't even mention hw thanks. k bye.