i dreamt of you last night. i don't remember what even happened. maybe nothing happened. i think it was just you, standing there...

and your face, your smile, it hasn't even gotten out of my head once since i've woken up.

i know many people wonder too. do the person they think about so much, even remember them? perhaps they wouldn't have even popped into their mind, not even once.

maybe, there's something about me that you don't like. or maybe there's nothing that you don't like, but just that there's something about her that you like.

but i know i can't let you know. i know that no matter what, you must never find out. i may lie, give excuses, make use of others, but i've got no choice. we are always afraid of confessing, cos we don't know what to expect, and we're afraid of rejection.

i don't know how much you mean to me, i can't say that you mean the whole world to me, because it's just the way i am. i need to be loved, to love. so at the same time, i don't know why you're always on my mind. you probably don't even care about me.

boy, if you're what's giving me hope right now, i ain't gonna forget you so easily. you give me hope not by you doing anything, but me hoping that i have a chance. so until the day that i'm once again heart-broken, i'll keep thinking about you.