i don't need to be psychic, but i can predict the future if those goes on.

someone stop me before it's too late. stop me before i go beyond the point of no return.

it's gonna be hard just letting go now, i probably won't. unless someone gives me a tight slap on the face. that may not even work. i wanna continue with this, cos thinkin' of you has filled up that emptiness i've been feeling for a long time.

i'm ruining me. i'd be freaking you out. i'm making everyone confused. i'm causing shit.

yeah.

fuck seriously? i wish i were more independent, less spoilt, more hardworking,smarter, prettier, taller, and whatever other possible good thing there is left. maybe that's when you'll notice me, yeah. cos i know i won't stay on ur mind for even 10 seconds.

life sucks. i know. i've gone through it. no wait, maybe i'm wrong. i'm quite sure what i've experienced is only 0.00001% of how sucky life really is. so that 99.99999%, well i don't wanna know.

i'm really too screwed up to think right now. so yeah, bye.