don't you ever wish you weren't taken for granted?

when you make friends, you're like there, for a purpose, and not real friendship, but for your 'friends' to make use of you. or maybe they don't make use of you, but they think you can take anything. they expect you to know what they're feeling, even when they don't tell you. they think that it's okay to go ruin your friendship, as long as you patch things up. but like they say...

when you cause hurt to someone, you hammer a nail into a fence. when you patch things up, that nail is gone, but there's a mark left there.

sometimes i'd just think, what if i were nicer, prettier, smarter, skinnier, how much difference would that make? it could literally turn your world upside down.

maybe, just maybe, everything would go right for once.

don't you think?