if i'd known that forgetting was so difficult,
i'd have chosen not to remember in the first place.

if i'd known this world has no place for me,
i'd have chosen not to try and shine.

if i'd known i'd always be the last,
i'd have chosen not to try and be a hero.

if i'd known love was so cruel,
i'd have chosen to hate you from the very start.

if i'd known you'd never be mine,
i'd have chosen to leave you behind.

what's done is done, what's been decided will be proceeded with. too bad i can't change the past, if not i'd have corrected my mistakes, and i'd be smiling now.