that dream. one of the only dreams i remember clearly.

where everything seemed perfect. and it seemed like it was cheerful, there were no problems. and, well weird nonsensical things happened. like me owing you 30cents. and you admiring my best friend's pendant. and then you said something. i glowed.

but then. that's where my dream ended. was i not supposed to know the ending? maybe cos, the ending wasn't a pretty one. maybe what you said was a lie.

i think that everything is a lie now. and it just means, i don't think anything is important anymore. don't think anyone is important anymore. not a single soul.

i believe, that in this world, i'm standing alone, and it's a struggle to survive.