some people just hold us back from doing whatever we wanna do.
we've got ambitions that we can't achieve.
yet to achieve them, won't you have to get rid of these people?
and, sometimes we're too scared to do so, and sacrifice our ambitions for these people.

sometimes, i feel like i keep myself from being happy, just so that others can be happy. maybe it's time i let myself be happy, and not care about others for once?

and, i think i'm too upset all the time, i always think that life sucks, and since it's so bad, for a split second, i'd always make it seem as if a miracle just happened when someone makes me smile.