okay. so plan for today:

I'M GONNA FUCKING ROT AT HOME FOR THE WHOLE OF THE FUCKING DAY.

plan for monday and tuesday:
i'm bored of fucking rotting at home, BUT WHAT CAN I FUCKING DO ABOUT THAT.

ohmygawd i think i am just gonna die of boredom any moment. you know what i do at home? okay yes rot, but my definition of rot is...

rot: checking facebook nearly every single minute/watching old movies/singing and listening to the same songs over and over again/freaking emo-ing more than half the time and wishing how my life was not such a fucking disaster

someone fucking drag me out of the house so that i can have fun and FORGET about all the stupid shit that's happening.