and they said no. they were right all along. but i never listened. is my life currently so damn boring because of that mistake from long ago? and all the missing pieces.

this jigsaw puzzle is left uncompleted. with only one piece left in it. me. sure, there are other jigsaw puzzles in my life. but every single puzzle is only one piece of the biggest jigsaw puzzle which consists of all of them. so i'm never complete with any pieces missing.

unless i am to permanently remove that whole puzzle, life is still boring as hell. not that hell is boring. i don't really know, and i don't wanna know. but i can't throw this puzzle away anyway. another piece has just been found and put back. and i'm just hoping for the other pieces to be found once again.

when this specific puzzle has been completed, it will form that beautiful picture which only some will appreciate, and i will be one of the 'some'. until then, i'm not the complete me.

i can't wait. as bad as the ending may turn out to be, it could turn out well too, so i'm excited :D