i'm contradicting. don't believe me?
one example, i'm extremely messy. my room is in a huge mess right now after my maid packed it, which means that before that it would have been some army training field thingy. yeah that just proves how messy i am. but the moment i see clutter, i get really really stressed and start screaming and all that. contradictory yeah?
actually my main contradiction, i shan't say. although it will turn out to be rather weird. definitely. but anyway...yeah.
okay i am damn bored right now. dontyoufreakingdaretellmetostudyoriwillripoffyourhead. anyway, the next time i'm free, i'm gonna play with my hair :D i find my hair so weird, somehow...
hopefully i don't turn out having some weird hairstyle like this:

yes i drew that on myself. hopefully i won't turn out that...hideous. but yeah. haha