i was just reading my old blog posts again. i really did talk differently last time didn't i?

and i miss the old times. i miss everything that had ever happened. everything that had ever made me smile. so what if i smile now? it won't be because of the same things, or the same people.

whenever we are sad, we think of all the times when things came crashing down on us, but have we really thought how many more times we smiled? so, i don't care how painful the past was, because there were times when i smiled much more than i cried, so isn't it worth reliving those moments?

but sometimes when i'm sad, its not because of the things that were sad that make me sad, but the things that made me happy, that make me sad. because those happy things are never gonna happen again, i can't relive those moments.

i should keep going and not look back cos i'm no time-traveler. moving on, i'd find other things that will keep me smiling, other things that will keep me from moving, but somehow i'll get through them, and when i finally reach the end, since there's no more moving forward, i'd thank God for the times in my life where i smiled and cried, cos there was a reason He made those happen, and those are what will make me who i will be in future~