i couldn't help looking through those old non-uploaded photos again. those were memories that i miss, i do. okay whoever this is too, it's quite obvious, but whatever.

i haven't talked to you in ages, and it doesn't seem like i care about you anymore, and i just think about how much i "hate" you. but, if i no longer cared about you anymore, why do i even bother remembering you?

i have countless pictures that i edited using photoshop which i never uploaded.

and i still have pictures which i haven't viewed in ages, pictures i'd edited. of you.

i don't believe i haven't deleted them because i still actually really do care about you, but because they are memories that i don't want to forget, somehow.

i still see you online nearly everyday, but i haven't talked to you at all. our last conversation wasn't exactly a nice one either. but whatever, i'm still living my life, and i've laid my hands off you, cos you have your own life to live~

i don't even know why i'm posting this actually. my actions have no reason~