everywhere i pass by, memories flood back

they're usually good memories, that eventually end up as bad ones.

why can't they just be good memories, so that i'll smile everytime i think about them, just like how i used to.

these few days, i've been sad a lot. anything i read, hear, feel, just makes me wanna cry~

but sometimes i seem emotionless already. i can put on a realistic looking smile, and its completely fake, i can cry my heart out, but when i look in the mirror, my eyes dont even go red, not anymore.

i think the world's just a bit screwed up sometimes, i need to find a way to fix it ):