went to east coast park, jumbo, for dinner today. celebrating dad's bday. most of the time when i wasn't eating, i was standing staring at the sea.

when it was still bright, i was looking at the blue waters and the surrounding trees. rather pretty but, it was getting dark.

an hour later it was completely dark, i could still see the waves though. when they were strong they splashed against the stone wall and water sprayed out at me :|
the ships in the distance, they were like tiny rows of lights, they were gorgeous. as i stood there, i was just thinking of you, and how i wished one day i could see the same thing, but with you alone :/ sigh

if one day i forget about you, i'm gonna laugh at myself for wasting my time. yes i know that i'm being stupid right now, but i dont care cos maybe, just maybe, it could be worthwhile. but when i forget about you, i would remind myself of the time i wasted. the time i wasted thinking about you, even though you never thought about me. the time i wasted crying over you, though you never shed a tear. the time i wasted being jealous, cos either way i can't stop you from talking to her.

but i guess when that day comes, i'd be satisfied, knowing that i fell for someone like you, cos even though nothing happens in the end, the time i spent talking to you was worthwhile, cos there was a short moment of happiness.

for now, you're the blood running through my veins.