sometimes i feel like giving up. giving up loving you. cos whats the point? it don't even seem realistic, you don't even know. you feel nothing towards me. like a quote i had read,

loving someone who doesn't care is like hugging a cactus;
you know it's alive,
but it wouldn't give you any reaction.
and the greater you hug it,
the greater the pain you'll feel

but what if its worth it in the end? i'd be ready to feel the pain, i dont mind, cos it's not like i've not felt pain before. the only difference is that the cause of this pain will be different.

i can hold on for you, unless you give me a reason not to. tell me straight that you don't care, and i'll let go.

but for now, let me continue dreaming of you, please?