FUCK LA. seriously, my mom is damn unfair

my mom seriously just won't let me buy Mugen and Live Diamond x Fever. and you know what's the worst part? she says its because i don't have good results. but guess what, just because i've had good results all along and now i didn't do as well, i can't get what i want? and my bro and sis who never had good results and just remains at that standard can get what they want?! SERIOUSLY LIKE WTF, MY 'BAD' RESULTS ARE BETTER THAN THEIR BEST RESULTS SO WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I GET WHAT I WANT?! seriously i don't ask for as many things as my bro and sis. like what, every few months my bro asks for a $100/200 pair of shoes and he gets it, my sis gets branded bags as presents all the time, and for ONCE, seriously, ONCE i ask for smth that is $100+ and i can't have it?! oh another 'logical' reason my mom gave: ur bro can wear his shoes, you cant wear the cd. WTF THEN MIGHT AS WELL DON'T EVER BUY ANYMORE CD'S LA. i can watch/listen to the cd's right, that's what cd's are for aren't they?! and wtf, my mom herself won't stop buying her dunno how expensive branded bags, while i hardly ever ask for anything (besides food). AND I FUCKING STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MY SIS SAYS THAT I'M PAMPERED WHEN SHE'S THE FRIGGIN PAMPERED ONE

i'm damn pissed at my mom lar. she says everyone is angry with me for listening to Japanese music, like SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT?! WHAT IS THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM?! THEN SHOULDN'T I SAY I GET PISSED AT MY MOM FOR WATCHING KOREAN/HONG KONG DRAMAS?! PISSED AT MY BRO FOR GOING TO THE GYM EVERYDAY?! PISSED AT MY SIS FOR BUYING TOO MANY SWEETS?! PISSED AT MY DAD FOR PLAYING SQUASH?! they're all fucking doing all the things they like, so why can't i?! T.T

ok i think i'll stop here before i explode