AHH I'M DAMN FUCKING BORED RIGHT NOW.

EVERYONE'S LIKE DAO-ING ME LARRRRRRR D:

CAN SOMEONE PLS PLS PLS DRAG ME OUT SO THAT I WON'T BE THIS FUCKING BORED?! (uh, smth that doesn't involve money, i'm bankrupt, seriously)

OK, SERIOUSLY, I REALISED THAT I GET FREAKED OUT WHEN SOMEBODY SAYS "WHATEVER". it's like, as if i pissed the person off, or they don't give a shit and i feel retarded that kind of crap. ok i think i started getting paranoid when someone says "whatever" after i called andrew an asshole. cos like, i remember i said sorry and he was like whatever and i got freaked out as if he was still angry at me or smth.

OKAY SERIOUSLY I'M DAMN DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW. cos i'm feeling unwanted i guess. since everyone doesn't seem to give a fucking shit about me. i'm like some fucking crap left at a corner left to rot. honestly, i wish there was school right now. at least i still get to talk to ppl. instead of fucking rotting in this house. GAHHHHHHH

ok now i understand why ppl in relationships don't really get bored. cos their bf/gf's don't dao them! GAHH maybe thats why i've been feeling so despo.

you know now i miss the days when evan kept asking me to watch wdvv fuck crap videos about sports on youtube. now he's dao-ing me, AGAIN, to do dunno what shit, which is probably dota.

i want 2010 to start soon pls. i want school life back, seriously. you know i think i'd actually be excited is msg becomes our form teacher, at least that would put a lot more excitement back into my life. heh, and i miss getting caught for attire, getting freaked out that they'd do spot checks and all that crap.

oh geez, as if getting depressed wasn't enough. now my mom said that she might confiscate my laptop.

argh, at least i have this blog to rant to, its the only thing that is actually not dao-ing me, since...it can't even talk to me in the first place. ok i have to go now and rot. i think if i keep on getting bored like this i'm gonna start swearing at this fuck shit. i'll try not to though. cos i can't swear...