omg i feel like puking. i just ate hokkien mee and now i'm eating the Ikea hotdog. kay, there are 2 reasons i feel like puking. 1, i'm so damn full. 2, i puke and get a headache when i eat hotdogs/sausages (are they the same?)

ok, and i'm also sad. for two reasons. ok lets start with last night.

Last night:
mom: you better turn off ur com by the time i finish brushing my teeth
me: ok...
mom: eh, you know everyone has noticed that you use the com a lot! you never spend any family time with us!
me: it's not like i'm upsetting anyone right?! and you're also never do anything about family time!
mom: you not happy is it? you want to move out of this house?!
*i get angry, shower, then after shower, dad comes in*
dad: you have to stop using the com!
me: ok!!!
dad: i alr said, if the next day is a school day, you must be off the com by 9.30
me: but i don't have school!
dad: i said if the next day is a SCHOOL DAY!
me: -thinking to myself- omg, excuses mann.
dad: you know i'm gonna bring this up to your teacher. if i need to, i will transfer you out of crescent! you need to manage your time well!
me: ok!!!!!!! (shouts and screams)

like wth?! first my mom says if i'm not happy, i can move out. excuse me?! i didn't say i wasn't happy, she was the one who wasn't happy. secondly, what the fuck? transfer me out of crescent? imagine what will happen if he does that. i never talk to him again, i never eat at the same table with my family again, and i'll get so pissed i might run away. and oh ya, how would transfering me to another school help? the tpc is still mine. so, there's really no diff. and what's with the "tomorrow is a school day"? wasn't that just an excuse? omg, that is so fucking retarded.

anyways, ok this is why i'm sad today:
urghhhhh, the chinese version of claymore chapter 93 is out! and everyone knows what's happening already! everyone has read it, cos they paid to download it. but, wtf! i haven't read it, and i know the story, cos they kept talking about it on the forums. ahhh, ok nvm...

haha but wth, Luciella and Raphaela awakened? and they look like an awakened version of the twin goddesses of love?! the only diff is that they are black, the size of a mountain, and don't have hands. oh, and their names are not Teresa and Clare. so, yeah. and omg, Dauf hasn't died! he only got one hand eaten by the abbys feeders, and Riful killed like 6 or 7 of them, in her HUMAN form. and she doesn't seem to care that half her head is gone. but damn it, Alicia and Beth suddenly appeared infront of her. omg don't kill her pls, she's my Nana Mizuki character!! haha oh ya, Clare emerged out of Luciella and Raphaela's body, naked?! haha. oh oh and Cynthia sensed Helen and Deneve, so she ask Yuma to release her yoki and she did so herself, so Deneve and Helen obviously found them. Cynthia went to heal Helen's eye and Yuma's leg, and fainted from exhaustion. (cool, first time anyone in that story fainted from exhaustion) but what thing i'm sad about, they haven't said ANYTHING about Miria, Tabitha, Galatea, Clarice or Miata since the last 2 chapters. hopefully because something exciting about them is gonna happen. urghh, ok, should only be a few more days before the english chapter is out on onemanga. hurry up!! argh. ok i'm done for now.

oh wait! Live Diamond is today! i want to goooooo. with the current situation, i don't think i'll ever be able to see Nana Mizuki in real life. sigh. if only i somehow got to know her, or her producers or wdvv, then they sponsor me tickets, and all her albums and cd's and all that. urghhh.

oh and i just remembered that i wanted to explain how i spend my time on the com. ok, so this is it:
10%-FB
20%-MSN
20%-AnimeSuki Forums on Claymore
50%-listening and singing Nana Mizuki songs.

yes dear, i spend HALF my time on the com singing, and i only do that when no one's around cos i'm one of those with no self confidence and thinks my singing sucks. so obviously, when anyone comes home, i would then use the internet instead, and then they think that i spend all my time doing that. like omggggg, they don't even know my life and they want to comment on it. urghh.

anyway Laura, you've got A LOT to catch up on. that's why you gotta read the manga version of Claymore ASAP. everything exciting is happening, and you're missing so much. go go go me Claymore buddy! haha. ok i'm finally done. BYE

-Stacy